change is the one constant in life

what is it with me and change? i get all settled into something and then all of a sudden i have this uncontrollable desire to change it. and it can be as small a thing as my hair color then go to the number of kids i want, then bounce over to i want a puppy. (i think its border line crazy) since i am perfectly happy with what i have. and i don't need or want any more kids or a puppy. i have my hands full as it is. but for some reason i go stir crazy until some thing is noticeably different. i think it might be me trying to control the change in my life before fate or what ever chooses it for me. not that me coloring my hair will stop some other change from occurring , other then cover the few greys that pop up here and there. but i don't know maybe its just a part of who i am. i want to paint our house! and re-do the kids rooms and get a pet. how ever i will be happy with any little change. maybe a tattoo! ha! ;) well what ever my change will be i will let you all know, oh or maybe i wont and the next time you see me we can play a fun little guessing game!